valyrian root tea? you will take back your head with fire and blood?

for realsies though when she said it I thought of dany too of course

Idk about magnesium, but valerian root tea can help a lot! It’s very good for promoting sleep and relaxation. It’s used in a lot of over the counter sleep medication and relaxation drinks or even as an alternative to xanax :) (I dabble in homeopathy)

ah yeah I don’t think she meant magnesium for anxiety purposes but rather for preventing and reducing them as a whole :D

but I’ll have to check out the tea because like one of the worst things ever is when I’m trying to lie down or sleep off a migraine but I’m too antsy and anxious BECAUSE of the migraine ughrsjyioshn

5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.
this probably sounds like I’m ungrateful but nothing comes to mind.  most of my birthdays are pretty nice.  I don’t really have parties and they generally go the same each year

6: Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.
when I was younger I had a birthday party at a bowling alley.  I invited 8 friends, I think.  3 of them hated another 3 (it was mutual).  it was kind of a mess and in the process everyone ignored me completely.  I remember feeling particularly sad when I got a strike because I didn’t bowl often so it was exciting for me, but when I turned around everyone was busy arguing or whispering about each other and not a single person had seen. :/ not even the adults because they were trying to control the drama.  of the 2 people who were not included in the group of 6, 1 threw a fit when he couldn’t sit next to me for dinner and cake, and the other remained mostly quiet because he was shy and didn’t know the other people.  after the party he (shy guy) came over and we played with my new toys because I was really sad and he was the only person who didn’t make me want to cry that day

sigh

so after that my mom was like “lol no more birthday parties for you ever” and I haven’t had any since

9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
I like my collarbones and my mole walter and I have another mole on one of my ears and I think it’s cute :3

10: Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had.
hmmmm

oh

I had a really big fight with a “friend” at the end of elementary school.  for the 3 years we’d been friends she was terribly manipulative and emotionally abusive and sometimes I really get down on myself and blame myself for staying around her so long even though I was a young kid because so was she

but basically one of the countless times she got mad at me for no reason and wanted to create yet another set of rules that I had to abide by I just finally got really fed up and said no and that was it.  me not apologizing was the fight, and it led to her spending the year making fun of me and trying to get other people to as well

(it didn’t work and by the end of the year she had lost all of her friends like every single one and that’s how I came to believe in karma)

14: Talk about a vacation.
otakon!  I used to go to the anime convention otakon and one year I got to meet and hang out with the bands that performed heck yes

25: Talk about an ex-best friend.
ah there was a girl I used to be really close with and we only met like twice I think (also otakon :P) and I still enjoy talking to her every once in a while but we aren’t close anymore.  we used to talk all the time and we sent each other christmas presents and stuff but eventually we sort of grew apart and like if we went for a while without talking she’d get really angry and :{

32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
rachel’s backyard. :D there were some woods behind her house and we’d collect walking sticks and go on adventures walking across logs and stuff.  it was super great wow

39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
I wish I’d known the whole “he’s mean to you because he likes you” bs was, well…bs.  that was what I was taught when I was a youngster so when I got older and my first boyfriend called me stupid and was regularly condescending I just thought “but it’s okay because he likes me.”  the thing is that I know if I’d told my mom about it at the time she would have told me to break up with him

but I seriously would not have understood at the time because when a boy spent years hitting me (no I am not missing an “on” there) and following me and kissing me against my will it was written off as “he just likes you.”  like I was forced to be partners with him with the reason being “he got to you first.  you need to try harder to get along.”  he even did an entire freaking project on me and it was rather upsetting.  when boys chased my friends and I around at recess and we were legitimately afraid and upset because THEY WERE BIG AND AGGRESSIVE it was written off as “boys will be boys” sigh sigh sgih heavy deep sigh but boys will be boys but also girls are dumb for staying in unhealthy relationships right hhshahaha I hate peoeple

answered 1, 3, 4, 9, and 28

5. Is there a situation where you caved into peer pressure and regretted it?
actually nothing really comes to mind?  I think people know me as a doormat so they will sometimes try to force me to do something I’m not comfortable with, but I put my foot down and eventually they give up.  it’s really annoying because 1. taking advantage of someone who you know doesn’t like to upset people is really shitty and 2. everything gets really awkward because once I say no people are like “???” and then act like I’ve ruined their fun when I’ve never tried to stop them from doing whatever, just stop them from involving me in it

13. Who last slept in your bed besides you?
ahhhh I don’t know it’s been a long time since anyone would have been in my bed for any reason

18. When did you last consume something that had peanut butter?
prolly like a week ago when I did that thing where I take peanut butter and put it in a bowl and then take jelly and mix it in 8D

33. When was the last time you went apple picking?
I’ve never been apple picking!

13. What’s the best Valentine’s Day that you’ve had so far?
hmm a boyfriend of mine in middle school gave me a bear and the school did this thing where you could send people a valentine (with the option of remaining anonymous) and it came with a flower, and he also sent me…a couple of those I think.  the only time I’ve received flowers :’D

18. Do you feel like you’re loved on an everyday basis?
yes I suppose so

22. What’s your “type”?
idk skinny boys with nice hair?  if you mean like a physical type that’s who I usually seem to find myself attracted to

27. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I’ve had anons here say sweet things to me but other than that no

28. Have you ever been someone’s secret admirer?
nopeeeeee

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are you late to candy school

turns out it’s summer vacation so I was late for nothing :{

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This reminds me of a picture I took of myself eating a big cookie one time in which my mouth looks really tiny and cute and made me laugh.

payton you’re adorable

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you are ridiculous and also one of my favorite people

thank

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but are you easy to get alone with (eyebrow waggle)

omg

actually no I don’t think so

I usually only hang out (like, outside of school, in my home or theirs) with people I’ve already established friendship and some level of trust with and if you’re a dude it’ll probably take even longer for me to feel comfortable spending time alone together

answered 9

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
ahhhhhhh probably kaito?  it’s been a lonnngggg time

4. Are you easy to get alone with?
I assume this means “get along with” and yes I think so

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
yeah!!! I mean as long as I like the person and they check with me first.  it makes me feel safe and cared for and also just really relaxed :3

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
yeah I feel like taking on the view that we are literally the only life anywhere in the whole universe is kind of like…egocentric, I guess.  I think the sheer size of it all makes it pretty likely that there’s something else somewhere

26. What do you do when you wake up?
take excedrin

33. Spell your name with your chin.
samantha

HOLY SHIT ARE YOU SERIOUS I ACTUALLY DID IT???!!

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
migraines.  take them awayyyyyyyy

57. Favourite food?
pizza, rice, yakisoba, okonomiyaki, chocolate chip muffins

72. What colour are your towels?
blue and green right now :D

92. In a fight with someone?
no not right now.  my dad turned on fox news earlier so I had braced myself (even if I stay quiet and just do stuff online or even have headphones on, he will try to start a debate with me ughhhhh), but they were only covering news about oklahoma

95. Last movie you watched?
iron man 3

113. What was your childhood nickname?
I didn’t have a nickname when I was really young.  my mom intended on calling me sammie jo but she said after I was born she changed her mind because I didn’t “look like” a sammie jo.  I actually had to start asking people to call me sammy/sammie and sam when I was in elementary school. :’} now it’s sort of the opposite and most people call me by a nickname and only a handful of people call me samantha

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
let’s hope so.  I have a pair of white flats but I haven’t worn them much yet because of my toe

141. Night or Day?
night, though I prefer day/evening for like going to the movies or going out to eat or to do something else fun

kvothetheraving replied to your post: stationagent replied to your post: freshtodebt…

literally took me 30 seconds to figure out what SAM EADNA MESA SMAEM meant

did you try to say it aloud?  you should try to say it aloud